being not in love

Was talking to this ex-bf over the phone, he called me.
For those who knew who is my last guy. Yes its him. He says I 'thinks highly of myself', 'domineering', 'childish' and etc. What about himself? Cant he just like, think about it himself? He is like, 22 this year and he can barely think. Yes I am not that mature either, but at least I wont do what he had done. Just by deleting him from my Friendster and Msn, he says I am childish? Its just a name in the list, does it matter so much to have one less? If not for what he had done in the first place, I wont do that. I seriously hate those who shed crocodile tears in front of my friends, for whatever reasons and asked them how am I. I dont need all these. Either you come straight to me and ask me directly or just dont bother to ask at all !
The reason why I moved my blog from sweetnibbles to this current one is because he had been viewing it and rang me up, to show his concerns or whatever it is. He always do things that implicates others, I seriously hate him when he does that - especially when he tries to ask them to help him put in good words or etc. To me, when I learnt of what he had done he is like, asking them to so-call help him. He is such a wimp! I really cant stand this kind of guys! I told my friends to shun or just ignore him. What is the point of he, asking them how am I and etc, telling them not to tell me that he asked? I really see no point in doing that. To gain sympathy? concerns? Or just to show others how caring he can be? It really irks me so much to hear that. Towards the end of the conversation he ended up in tears and not me.
Yes, I agreed that I am being very unfeeling and cold throughout the whole conversation. I dont he deserves anything kind from me. Its pretty sad to see a past relationship ended in this manner. I hope he can think and handle matters for maturely, at least for his own sake.

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